R.I.P. SpringBreak

Dear Spring Break,

You left me way too soon. I am not ready. We were just beginning to enjoy every bit together. From the ISA concert, to Dennis's party. Oh, and the beautiful beach day with my mains. PLUS, supposed to be bowling night but turned into pool night. Oh, fun times. But you decide to leave me. Too fast, too quick. In one blink you were gone. I'll miss you. TERRIBLY. You were super good to me and I cannot thank you enough, cause you came when I needed you the MOST. Thanks for the memories. You were the best! Now I shall return to reality and rekindle with Psychology, English, CriticalThinking, Math, Communications, and Asians in America, even if I didn't miss them too much. Goodbye, see you soon.

Love Always♥
Bianca





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So I don't know why, but I signed up for a twitter account. Haha. I'll probably get into this thang not too long from now. BUT, if you have one, follow me kay :)

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So I went to the confirmation meeting thing yesterday for St. Leanders because I am chaperoning at this year confirmation retreat, which will be in a couple of weeks :) And I realize that I went to that retreat about 4 years ago. 4 YEARS! that's a long time, and I miss it all. Although I really don't remember so much! I remmeber good times, but not too detailed! :[ But I miss our group and the friends I made within those 2 years of confirmation classes. Miss ya, cool kids!

Oh I miss yaa guys :)

Goood 'ol effin days :) *sigh

Laates! Gonnaa go bowling with loves♥

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I was looking through pictures and I realized, I miss this jerk :) haha. Anthony Wu! I miss ya. State & the SLgroup isn't really the same without you. lol. Sorry if I can't see ya when you actually do visit. :[ Let's catch up one time mmkays? :) love you foo!

POKER FACE.

I guess sometimes I have this facade on. I seem to be okay, when I sometimes hide things inside. Don't get me wrong, I am happy, of course. I have the greatest friends and family. Family however can always be so hot-headed and so whatever I do isn't good enough for them or is wrong. Whatever. But I guess something is missing. I can't exactly pin point what that is. But you know how sometimes you just feel it deep down inside you. I can make things complicated, but what can I do, Im a girl, and damn it, girls are complicated in all honesty! Oh life, be good to me. Jaykay. You are good to me, but maybe a little less confusing please? :) Oh, and to add, I think I jinxed something...or the time has come. A friend of mine read my cards few months ago about a specific gentleman who i was KINDA crushing on at that time. And it said that there was a little love, but more friendship. and in that course, there's a point in time where he will disappear and we'll just drift apart because of something. I think it came. I think this week did that to me. Things changed a bit. Hmm, over analyzing much? Im not sure. But hopefully not. *cross fingers* Anyways.

Here's some pictures from the beach on 3/24/09 @ Sta Cruz, which by the way was a blast! The weather was perfect. It was a bit cold&windy, but at least the sun was out! :) Thanks to my mains. Love you guys, forever. And thats a promise!

Mia, Chloebaby, and I :) Chloe hella needed to pee, she ran after this picture lol
Haha, I really like this picture :) haha
haha, Mia, Nel, and I :)
Girls havin' some fun under the sun! :)
MyFIVE♥ Complete again, finally! my forever girls :)
I know I can always count on you♥
Bobby's a mermaid. haha :) yaay!
Group picture ♥ Perfect day with the perfect people who make my life so much better all the time :)

Oh GOOD LIFE :)

So I know I lightweight blogged about the ISA concert, but I guess I should post up some pictures, yeah? All stolen from Garrett, Noel & Trix's camera since I don't really use mines since they had the nice cameras :) hahah Enjoy :)

Group picture :) Thanks for the night guys :)

Trix, Tenten, and Me :) haha

Go Project Em! :)
Garrett, thanks for pushing me to go to this concert! :)
Make use of the time were waiting in line :) hahaha
Girls girls girls!
Cause I dont always see her :)

Saturday was one of the funnest again! Oh man, two nights in a row? Oh good life! haha. So in the morning, Iwas just around with my parents running erands and all that jazz. I was sleeping over at Dennis's that night with the girls & guys to have a little get together. :) Turns out to be pretty chill because it was pretty much just us, and no more people. I love my friends. I love how no matter how far we can be during school days, we can be as close like we still went to the same school once everyone's on break or what not. I love them! 4thblock trio picture again! :) Channky eyes, thanks :) hahahhhaa.
I kinda dont remember this, but we're doing the MIA pose, who by the way, was M.I.A! :[
Group picture! that's a bit retarded.. lmao! Stephen I misss you! :) Find the feet with some maroon-ish socks, and you'll find me. They were gonna play poker and I wanted to learn, but I guess I knocked out. xD

Sunday... got home around 10am. then got ready to go to Antioch! Family from Oregon came and so we went to go see them. I miss them. :[ I miss times like those when we'd get together almost every weekend. But now, it barely happens. :[ I love my family, and Im not getting enough of them, especially the ones in the Philippines. Sighh. So yeah, chilled there. My uncle let me drove! It wasnt that far. but still, I was on the roaad. hahha! I drove back to the house from where we were. hahah :) Yeaaah, I really needa get my L's. Saadfacee. lol. Oh well.

Monday(today)... Wasn't sucha long day but felt like it was! Got picked up by Ate Ken around 4:30 cause we had planned to go to Island Pacific to see Sarah Geronimo & Mark Bautista and others. Excited as we were, we got there and for some reason they cancelled it and moved it to tomorrow. Lame right? So not knowing what to do, Ate ken texted her friend who she volunteers with since they both work for the concert production people. We got info that they were in San Jose @ Some college of nursing. Very crazy, but we drove there thinking that we'd find something. haha. Got lost for HELLA long, even I had to ask Nel to google map somethanng for me. Thanks Nel. So we werent successful at anything. Gosh, we better need connections and better stalking skills! hahaha. So despressed, we ended up at GreatMall to kinda make us a bit happy. We had nothing, but at least we werent so depressed anymore hahah! Oh my adventures/dates with Ate Ken are always the best!

Beach day tomorrow! Woot! :)

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Hella Asian.

So the ISA (International Secret Agents) Concert produced by WongFu Productions was pretty cool. I mean, it wasn't all that, but I had fun! Thanks Garrett for pushing me to go! :) haha. So it was Me, Garrett, Tenten, Duy, Nel, Noel, Dennis, Michelle, Hugo, Trix, Bobby, Richard & George. I think everyone had some kind of good time. Hella dang asians though! Performances included Project Em, Passion, Paul Dateh, WongFu Productions, FarEast Movement, and Jin and i think a couple more? i cant remmeber. haha. It started really hella cracking during Fareast movement's performance. GOOD JOB PROJECT EM! Special shoutout to Eric, JP, and Sal! :) Kudos! =] SO yeah, the night was pretty tight despite the fact that we hella got lost on the way there. but oh well. Then after that, we all went to Denny's to get our grub on since weve been starving since the beginning of the concert. lol.

Hellll yeah, gonna have more fun tonight :)

SPRING BREAK!? Damn right!

Wouldn't have gone to school today if I hadn't left my charger at Jhesmine's place yesterday. So I guess I just went to classes for the hell of it, since midterms ended yesterday! Everything went okay I guess. >.<

Last Night was Pace's Open Mic Night and it was fun & chill. Everyone did such a great job! Kudos to everyone :) I had tons of fun, especially the fact that I didnt have anything to worry about since my paper that was supposedly due today was moved to when we get back from break. All goood. So know spring break starts, baby :)

ISA concert tonight! by WongFu Productions. With Garrett, Nel, Noel, Duy, Dennis, Michelle, Tenten, Hugo, Richard, and hella more people. It'll be crackkinn :)

I REPEAT.

SPRING BREAK, please come sooner. Let Wednesday go by quickly, then get over with Finals on Thursday. Open Mic Thursday & finish English paper. Psychology & English on Friday cause Crit Thinking is cancelled! :D ISA CONCERT FRIDAY NIGHT! :) at Palace of Fine Arts! JUICED, baby :) Still need to pay Garrett x_X Damn life, I'm so brokee. haha. Oh welps, thank Financial Aid. Don't think Im taking you for granted, I just really need you. LOL. Then weekendddd! Do some cleaning cause you should see my room and how messy it is! I just havent been home and had time to clean so yeah. :[ I can't wait to sleep in. It's the best thing in the world<3

Swingchop today (Tuesday), or should I say yesterday, haha. WAS hella funn. Chacha is my favorite part! =] It's fun. I still hella needa work on Hiphop! boooo =[ but anyways, YAY Jeff Sunada! We beastin<3 hahaa. We hella good with that chacha choreo! :) lol. yayy Sunny Pak for learnng it quick! lol. BEAST, baby. ahaha.

Kay. Getting this rough draft 2 done, then off to bed.! Laaatees!

KARMA BITES.

that's all I can say. So to the people who thinks that stealing was the next coolass thang to do, watchout, karma bites real hard.

I really don't feel on updating about the past days. Im too tired to elaborate on the events of my life. Highlight of the week: Photoshoot was tedious and stressing, but all in all it was fun. Ups&downs actually. Unfortunate events happened, and my love goes out to all of you! Karma will find them and get them at their worst moments.

Today's monday and I cannot wait for this week to be done and over with. I have been so tired these past three weeks with just hella shit going on. I need a break. Relax & Chill. And do some non-school related fun stuff! Oh how I cannot wait ;) Wish me luck this week. I hope I don't collapse and get everything done! Midterms, how I hate you! lol. Gotta keep strong cause the past weeks, I feel like Im just gonna collapse like bam cause Im so tired. ugh.

ANyways, gotta do essay now. I'll talk to you later arright bloggers! Laaatees!

Thank you kuyas<3

Lately, life has been hectic and crazy. With midterms coming up, and PCN on top of it, I don't know how I've been surviving. Notice how I haven't updated this week? Yep, I got no time in my hands anymore. Im lagging with things right now,thats why I have time to blog. I should be sleeping because I have to wake up dumbass early to go to school for PCN photoshoot. Speaking of, I had the hardest time looking for costume. That's partially why I am so tired like crazy. I searched and searched for 3 days, and didn't even find out till this morning. Hella last minute if you must say. But due to the lack of sleep, and stress on me, I had a break down last night. I thought everything was good with my costumes and got everything I need. Turns out that the dress I got, for hella cheap too, was not the right thing. Had a fuss over my auntie over hella crap because I had nowhere to go from there as I had planned to do homeowrk this morning before going to exploratorium, which is also for school. Also, my parents are in Vegas, so no one can drive me around because both my brothers are always busy. I didn't know what to do anymore. I broke down and cried myself out, simply because I was just tired and didnt know where to place myself and I feel so helpless. I called my mom and woke her up so I can vent. But all she did was yell at me that she can't do anything. Well duh I know that. I just thought that somehow you'd comfort me and tell me that things are gonna be okay. But no, she went and yelled at me that this was all my fault cause I wasn't listening to them in the first place about the clothes. Is it my fault that PCN is so precise with what they want? Mother and auntie even told me to quit the show. Which really, was a choice for me, but hell no. They know how much passion I have for theatre and shows like these, and for them to say that, just killed me. Whatevs. So continued with this drama, I went out taking a chance that my brother, Kuya Brian, wouldn't be busy in the morning and possibly drive me really quick. He then asked me what the hell was wrong, at first yelling. But then I explained and broke down even more. At that point, he pulled me over and just comforted me and offered that he'll drive me, despite already having plans. I was just there in his arms letting it all out and all he did was tell me that things are gonna be okay. Something that he wouldn't usually say. If ya'll know my family, he's usually the serious one, and he's the one I'd always get into bigass fights with being that he's like the dad. But last night, i felt really good knowing that I can still run to my brothers when I am in a meltdown. Really, I jsut realized that last night, and it made me really happy. My brothers and I are pretty close, but when it comes to personal and life problems, I can't really run to them. I guess that's okay, but when circumstances like these, also because of many same circumstances when i had problems with my parents, I know now they will be there for me forever. I realized that they will forever be by my side, staying true, because blood is thicker than water. family first, and I love them as my protectors, brothers, and true friends. But the fact that made me sad is that, I realized that we really drifted apart once time went by and we all got older and have our own lives even when we still live under the same roof. Also, Kuya Brian is getting married in January which means that we will be more seperated now that he will have his own family to worry about. But Im happy forhim, forreal. I missed and will miss a lot of stuff. Kuya Brian and Kuya Jam, thanks for everything, and I mean it. I might not say it, but I love you guys to death. I can't ask for better brothers anyday. <3

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You're my inspiration.

I realized I have no inspiration nowadays. Yes I have my friends, but ya'll know what I mean? I miss having the butterflies, like Jhesmine said, you just miss it at a point because you haven't had it in hella long. I miss liking someone! No im not desperate, but the bubbly feeling inside you feels great and I miss it. No interests, well there are a couple but those are just in my head. haha. Someone bring back these feelings hahaha. Are you out there? lol. Just too bad I really have no time for you right now =[ Save ya for later. haha jaykay. but Anyways. yeahh.

Kay, so on tuesday night right? I mentioned that we all slept pretty late despite the tiredness already. haha. Well it all began when Sunny came over at Jhesmine's just to chill and perhaps study. he came at around 11. An hour passed by he said that he wanted to go grab food so we decided we'd walk to 805. He got some of those little sausages thang i dont know what they werre? haha. So anyways, we got back to Jhesmines, and they decided to prepare the food. I was jsut in the living room when they were putting the food in the oven. Moments later, Jhesmine had gone to check the food out to see if everything was a-okay, but good thing she didn't because they werent! haha. There was melting plastic. lmao. They had used a cutting board as a tray thing because apparently they thought that it was okay since our friend Lauren uses it all the time? haha well that didn't go so well. it melted. haha So we spent at least an hour or so trying to take everything out and cleaning the oven and the grill. We were on the kitchen floor for a good amount of time trying to break a block of that melted plastic that already got stiff cause it cooled down, out of the grill thing. Our tools? towel, pot holder, 2 lighters, scissors, and a bread knife. Hella on that for hellaaa long hahh hella funny, but it was kinda fun hahah. love you guys <3

Yes, new haircut :) it's short and different but I likee it :) For once, Im able to pull short hair and I actually like it. I probably would have never gotten it without Jhesmine & Raebern telling me that it would be cute or whatever. hah Thanks girlies! lovees<3 so Yeah, we went to go on Wednesday after class at this place by ranch99 in Daly City. Beauty day haha. It was pretty fast. lol. But yeah, I really like it. And everyone I run into actually say that it looks good and they like it. lmao hope theyre saying the truth! I think people are in shock, along with my parents because I havent had short hair in YEARS! lol. it's quite funny. and like, its gone now. hahah. really it aint that bad. Thanks Raebern and Jhesmine! hahaha. My beauty consultants. hah oh, btw, sorry this picture is taken in the bathroom while Jhesmine and I were waiting for Raeebern get her brows done hehe. bare with me. lol So yeah, you like? :)

oh, i forgot to post this picture. Its me, my ate Missy, and her new ading Brian Ignacio! :) Brian is actually the bestfriend of my brother's girlfriend's cousin. haha. Just met him this semester but I know Christian talked to me about him before. haha. how cute, we're all related now haha! YAAY. ill be an Ate next sem. I just felt that I was too young to be an ate because I'm a september baby. haha. I want someone who will actually be younger than me! hah So ya'll freshies out there, ya'll better join KAP next sem, and be part of the fammmbam! ;)

Currently in Rigoberta Hall, should be catching up with homework but caught with this blogger. haha. Im skipping Psychology, which is right now. My 11-12:30 English class is cancelled ;) So im only going to Critical Thinking at 1:10 to take the test and then go home to do hella homeowrk so I can have my weekend free for the girls :) Hopefully we get to hang out girls! :) But yeah, I have so much to do and I've been lagging because PCN has been tiring me out. This is all baad. I need to keep up with my shiet. Im not that far behind or anything but I just need to be on top of things. lol. Anywyas, I really should study for my test later. haha. Kaaay, peacee. Laateees! :)

Hi, Im about to head to Psychology but I'm hella tired. haha Sunny's still hella knocked out on the couch. We all slept around 3ish, and Jhesmine had class @ 9am. Sunny did as well, but as mentioned, he's still snoozing! hahaha. Ima be late to psych! hhahaha. but oh well. Had a good ass night though! Ill blog later about what happened. You'd probably think we're such dumbasses hahaha. jk :) love love love! anyways. akdjs sadjada im kinda pissed off and so if im not in the mood today, then too bad :P laaaateees.

Humanities.

Sup bloggers? So it's a rainy tuesday. Actually, it's pretty damn bi-polar weather today. On the way to school, It was raining pretty hard, kinda hailing actually. THEN, there was snow on the freeway! :) How cool right? ahah. Like always, i'm damn sleepy. haha. Oh well, im tired, leave me alone, thanks :) lol. Anyways, Math was arright. Went by kinda quick. We had a quiz which I probably kinda messed up on. harhar. Oh well :) Communications is always a class I look forward going to. We learned about delivery skills todaay. Pretty good, I need to work on those. We have a music speech coming up in like 2 weeks, I think. All needed to do is talk about your favorite song. haha Fun right? Still haven't decided what song I want to do. So anyways, went to the comp lab with Nemelee cause she needed to print her essay. Then met up with Mayette, Lance, and Iris, and JoeD was there too. We all went to Goldilocks, with Nem too! :D She didn't go to her Crit Thinking class. haha. Ate some goldilocks, MmMm! Good stuff I tell yaaa. hha. Got back on campus really on time for our 2:10class, which is Asians in America, but there's no point of going because we'll be a few minutes late anyways AND we have to leave early. So that's why we're all in the computer lab right now, hence the picture :) haha. Just killing time.! Meeting up with Lance's internship and whoever else from my internship because it's Internships Veteranos week and today is the visit to Capp Street. :) I love this day. Feel reality. Power to our heroes, forever. Yes, they're getting SOME of what they deserve, yet, recognition is still needed. Without these veteran heroes, we wouldn't be here. I definitely know I wouldn't be here without my grandpa. Youth needs to do the action for them. They're old and they're living because they're waiting for what they deserve. Let'ss fight for them because we are the only ones who can, and we have a voice, so use it in the best possible way :) So yeah. After Capp st. I have to come back here for Swingchop practice. More choreo! haha Kinda excited :) lol. OH speaking of PCN, Congrats to everyone who got parts for the acting cast. Ya'll will do great. hahaha.

My weeks will be getting more hectic as it goes by. Especially once spring break ends! If I'm M.I.A now, sorry, i will be even more when things getting a bit more hectic. Gaah, i love it yet I hate it, gets? haha.

I miss Mia & Nel, Maan, Fion, Alton, Stephen and a whole bunch of you guys. I personally want to apologize if I havent had the time to catch up with you guys and not be there when you guys need me. I know all of you guys understand how busy I can get, even back in highschool I can get pretty busy. But perhaps the fact that I do go to SF, makes it even harder for me to make time for everyone. Super sorry, once summer comes, I'll see you guys as much :) Love youuuu guys =]

My day is wayy far from being over. my day today officially ends at 9pm :) ahaha. Loveeeeee it ;[ hahaha. Rain rain go away because you make me lazy and want to sleep all day long! =] Wish life can give me one of those days soon! I want to sleeep! hahah. Mmkays, gotta runnn. Veteranos, here we come=] haha. Leavin ya with a picture of me mwahaha :D School school, i love these labs. hahahaha! PS. I still need to buy a webcam. Stephen Daniel Mencias Raymundo, i hella still need to go to your stor to get one. hahahhaa. mmkays, Laateees!

WEEKEND.

Not super crackin' but alright. I have a paper due Monday, and I totally finished that paper on Saturday! Yay me :) My saturday was supposed to be started off with some homework then around 4, supposed to go to Emeryville for Barnes&Noble and Ikea. However, thiings didn't go as planned because we had some plumbing problems and Tito Bong was over fixing the bathroom sink. Took longer than expected, like 7freaking hours. So I already knew we weren't going to go anymore at that point.. So i decided to be productive and finish my essay so I can have Sunday free since my parents said we were gonna go the nexxt day. Didn't really start on my essay till after dinner so around 9pm ish cause I was hella stuck playing SUPER STACK! Try it, it's fun :) Found the game out through Lance while he played it during class :) haha So anyways, I finished everything at around 1! I was so proud of myself. :D haha

Sunday...Church @ 11 choir. So I was supposed to have a quick lunch date with Samantha Ip! cause she was home, but I had to cancel last night because I thought we were gonna go to Emeryville right after church. turns out, we didnt leave till 5 cause we waited for my auntie to get off work! haha, amazing how things never go as planned! So emeryville, we went to Ikea. I ALWAYS love Ikea. Although I hella didn't even get anything this time around. Super sadface. It's all good. hhah. Then we went to Barnes&Noble. I purchased 2 books -- Sweethearts & Just Listen. let's find time to read it haah. Over all, this day was pretty chill :) Kinda shocking with some things I found out today. haha. Not shocking but dang,hella weird. Lmao, whatver you wanna do I guess:) haha

Insecurities get in the way. Im hella trippen. It's so stupid I swear. I jsut thinnk way too much.

Kayss! Laaateees!