CONSTANT CHANGE.: POKER FACE.

I guess sometimes I have this facade on. I seem to be okay, when I sometimes hide things inside. Don't get me wrong, I am happy, of course. I have the greatest friends and family. Family however can always be so hot-headed and so whatever I do isn't good enough for them or is wrong. Whatever. But I guess something is missing. I can't exactly pin point what that is. But you know how sometimes you just feel it deep down inside you. I can make things complicated, but what can I do, Im a girl, and damn it, girls are complicated in all honesty! Oh life, be good to me. Jaykay. You are good to me, but maybe a little less confusing please? :) Oh, and to add, I think I jinxed something...or the time has come. A friend of mine read my cards few months ago about a specific gentleman who i was KINDA crushing on at that time. And it said that there was a little love, but more friendship. and in that course, there's a point in time where he will disappear and we'll just drift apart because of something. I think it came. I think this week did that to me. Things changed a bit. Hmm, over analyzing much? Im not sure. But hopefully not. *cross fingers* Anyways.

Here's some pictures from the beach on 3/24/09 @ Sta Cruz, which by the way was a blast! The weather was perfect. It was a bit cold&windy, but at least the sun was out! :) Thanks to my mains. Love you guys, forever. And thats a promise!